work has been piling up since last few weeks. the only time i got a very nice rest was during a weekend 2 weeks back.
my other half was busy with classes and all, so i really took my time staying at home, finishing the laundry, sweeping and mopping,
cleaning my kitchen and bergolek-golek depan tv for the rest of the day. my bestie came and we stayed at home, watching tv
and gossiping and of coz, updating about each others.

well...i guess that's the only reason why the lack of updating in my diary.

oh well! i'm always so full of excuses. like, for example i always have this one excuse of not having enough time for exercises, which i need to remind
myself, it's been way too loongggg since my last one. i stopped going to gym two months back as i was cutting down some of my monthly expenses
in order for me to manage my financial as i was saving up for the UK trip.

see here? i'm following becky bloomwood's way *shopaholic guru* of saving up.

i really really need to start exercising again. maybe i'll skip at home. NO, it wont work! i know. i know, i would be too lazy nak menghayun tali skipping tu..
emm... maybe i'll go jog. but i always reach home at 7, how can i jog?? orrr, maybe i'll see whether Pudu Ulu Park still open at night or not then i'll go and jog.
urgghhhh!!!

sudahnya, menimbun lemak jerla keje aku..
but..but..wasn't that kakak jual nasik kerabu nasik berlauk kat kampong said that i looked 'a bit slimmer'?? HAAHAHA u wish!

if i can get rid of these 20 kilos access fat, i'll be healthier, and maybe look better! ooh, in my dream!
even in my dream, i always look fat! uh, that's depressing!

OK! this is a very sensitive issue for me. let's talk about something more cheerful. :D

like...weddings!!

i lurve lurve weddings. A blogger i know in cyberworld is getting married, congrats Tina Zuriana!
And my good friend G and F are getting married too, this weekend. I bet they're nervous like hell...

Guys, i hope you both will live happily ever after, dunt fight OK.!
Sob! sob! another friend living the bachelorhood, living me and Tina and my housemates.
I'm taken, two of them are having sort-of-non-commited-affair with some guys *whom both i do not approve, tapi siapa aku untuk menghalang hati dan perasaan org lain* and another one
is barely getting over her ex.

My bestfriend, is having a far-distant affair with one of our own skoolmate dulu2. they had this fling2 back then, but then that guy got married to his childhood lover
and now, he's flirting with my bff.

As much as i dun like it, i cant say much. nothing i cud do to stop her from falling head over heels with him.
My bff is prone to fall for the bad guys, ever since i knew her more than 10 years ago, she had a series of unsuccessful relationship with all sort of guys.
None of them deserved her, if u asked me.
I tried to talk her out, telling her that she's got no future with that friend of ours, he's married, one child. i dun care if his marriage is in problem,
or the wife didnt really care of him anymore. For me, that's his prob to deal with, and he shud know that life is a circle, he flirted with somebody else even at the early stage of their
marriage, and if somehow the wife kind of paying back to him, its none of our business.
and it is not HIS business too to play with my bff's heart.

Knowing her, i know she'll end up devastated, broken and hurt. but as she say,

" i dun care if i'm hurting myself, i' not gonna regret this, at least i feel loved, and i know that a person is caring at me...even for a short while"

so, if she's already decided that, WHO AM I to change and stop her.!

For that guy, you have my deepest hatred!