It's a friend's birthday today. I texted her, as always no reply. nevermind. maybe i did something wrong which made her hate me or despise me or does not want anything to do with me anymore.

anyway,
tomorrow is jee's wedding. finally, the silent couple who have been keeping everything quiet from us are getting married. funny how things started between them, the twisted fate and well...'jodoh' at the hands of GOD.

so, i'll be going tomorrow, 'akad nikah' at Kapar then next weekend the reception at Ipoh plak..:D

wah, biler tengok org lain kawen, macam nak kawen jugak pon ade. especially when most the close friends that i have since mrsm years are married. and some of them even married to the skoolmates/classmates.
hiks! klakar pon ade. tapi me and my other half pon classmates wut mase degree. ahhh..that's a different story!

sedar tak sedar, its been more than 4 years kot we've been together. it was an on and off relationship, but then we're getting steady now and we hope to get married once we're ready.

when i say 'ready', its mean 'ready' dari segi kewangan dan mentaliti. bukan senang nk berumahtangga. i've seen a lot of things happen around me. heartbroken, suami curang, isteri main kayu tiga, anak-anak terabai...penceraian. hemm...

kalo difikirkan sumer tue, macam tak sanggop pon ade. sekarang sayang, siapa tahu di masa depan???

but then, since i'm a positive thinkers, i believe that everything is fate, and we cud keep on praying, and make effort to reach that happiness.

i think, on my side, i'm not gonna be ready until a long time. yes, i know how to cook *for me and family*, and i know how to clean up the house *cumer kadang2 kemalasan melanda*, but then, do i really have the guts to face the fact that there will be a hairy, masculine, kulit kasar menggerutu, snoring-person lying and sleeping next to me for the rest of my life?

errrr....this is unthinkable..

larrikkkkk!!!!!!! tanak pikir boleyyy??!!

gosh!

i shud stop!
have a nice weekend ahead.!