So i guess, i'm still trying to be positive.
i'm learning how to control myself, less whining about works, about things
but sometimes i cannot help to be annoyed at certain people at work.

At least i've got a bunch of people who keep me happy.
well...i think where ever i go, it's the choice that i made, which will make things appear differently
for example, i take things that i never do as a challenge.
and i'm telling myself that i'm not gonna feel afraid of what might come up,
things will be easier if i just face up everything

let's make our working environment less stressful by being positive.
i hope i can be more independent, and creative while working.

as for me,
even tho my last month 2 weeks vacation will keep me in the brink of bankruptcy every month (due to the debt),
i still think it worth.
Worth all the expenses i have to spare
worth all the stressful i had to bear just before the long leave
worth all the dreams and angan-angan hahha...

i'll post the picture in friendster laterrrrr........sekarang tidak senang!