Since the day i've been appointed leader in my team, my job has increased. in some ways, i have to do the marketing and stuffs i never do before. for example, i have to liase with all the spatial expertise in Aussie and getting job over to KL office. One thing that made me uneasy though, is that we're so cheap compare to them. All the job is going to be triple cheap because of the money exchange. and being CHEAP, i dun want them to think that we're incapable of doing things even tho as far as i concern, i know they're way beyond our knowledge and capabilities.

there's a job coming in. and internal job, requires us to do some programming miracle and all the things we've never do before. im worried that i cudnt do it. but still, i have to try and do it.

o well...learning is FUN rite?

My trip to Melbourne is getting nearer. Apart from the job i mentioned above, there's nothing else that im worried!..
of coz, except my bf's study which im not quite sure how's he been doing it. Whenever we meet, he always try to avoid disccusing abut it. and its been a constant worries bout him since these few months.

Im not selfish! yes, even tho at the same time i am thinking how are we going to get married with his study still on our way? we have to have at least a saving for the kenduri kendara..and dowry and some gifts. and lots other thing to think such as how we gonna survive after that, or is he going to furthrt study, which will require a lot of thinking and considerations.

not that i could say all these to him. i dun wanna burden him with something more. and not that im desperate to get married now.
i was thinking of waiting until after my sister got married but the, she looks like she doesnt plan anything like that in near future.
owh well, lets just try to do one thing at one time. and lets concentrate on my career now.

Im going back to my hometown tomorrow. got a flight tix already. cant wait to see my mom! and i ask my fren to knit a shawl to her. only that the shawl's color is green and its look like a little bit of fish net hahhaha...but it is nice.! and its not cheap OK. so let's hope mom will like it!..

talking bout that reminds me of my financial state. i had an increase after my probabation. so thats means extra 200 for me this month. i tried to save 1k, which is not a good move since i had to scrap other things. and surprisingly, even with the increment i cant pay my loan yet. oh...i'll be miserable every time i think about my study loans..

owh well..lots of things to do so chiow...