i dunno whether my life is beautiful or not!

apparently, i loss a few friends in recent years.
and i gain new ones this year!

and the bond i have with my bestfrens is getting stronger.

still, there is unresolved issues within me.
such as...how can you befriended somebody, then because such a silly mistake,
you ended up the whole friendship
and things getting ackward.

and worse, you not only made things more ackward by not knowing how to
treat the mutual friend as how it should be...

well..you started all this thing and now, you make me feel sad with your attitude.

you only seek me when you want s'thing from me.
apparently, me and the other friend are no longer in your circle of friend.

and knowing, my other friend, she might say tat she doesnt care,
but deep down, I KNOW SHE CARES!

and knowing myself, i just cant shut it! there's not an easy way to do...shutting off a friend...

and i know, forgive is rather easier than forget!

but what if, we can forgive and forget?

sometimes, EGO plays the most important role.
the devil of all, it might lead us to a fight.
and then a brokenheart!

ish..usahlah nk dikenang2...

just LET IT BE!

i always tell my friend, we know where we stand!

anyway, lets forget about that!

lets story about my thesis. i did print it. and sent for binding. cost me altogether RM150 on that. Then i treated my 3 bestfrens to dinner at seafood Bagan Lalang. veryy derrr delicious oke. we had sooo many foods. the table were almost drowned by the lauk pauk...fish, crabs, prawn, u name it..sepahat duapahat, lala besarr gilooss...

pehhh...kalori cukop untok 2 minggu....lemak untok 2 bulan..
so, that's why i need gym tonite! eheh...

enough said! im getting fatter!

hiks! tak sedar2 diri ke wooiii...