Selamat Berpuasa kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat semua... Semoga bulan yang mulia ini membawa seribu keberkatan buat kita....
I spent my first few days puasa at kampong, accompanied mak like i did every single year. 2 days weekends, 1 day merdeka, 1 day leave and 1 day off; that was the best time i had this year. just spending time at home, listening to mak nagging all the other siblings, eating and sleeping all day, what a blessing!

i feel so sad whenever i think of mak. mak dearie is fasting alone at home. yes, i have a nephew who is always accompanying her during the day, and sometimes my nieces come back from college or my sister/bro come home to visit her. anyway, she used to it so i'm not that worry about her now.

so, as usual, baju raya belom berjahit ahhaha tapi tak kesah ah, ada baju konvo ari tuh tak pakai lagi..alter sikit, tambah manik-manik bergemerlapan, boleh ah wat baju raya...dah tua2 ni, baju raya dah tak penting, yang penting adalah suasana raya, famili dan kueh raya hiks. tapi kan, walaupun baju raya tak penting, nape lah every year mestilah berjahit jugak sepasang dua..aneh! :)

anyway, di bulan yang mulia ini, i nak mintak maaf la kalo terumpat terkata... being a perengus, hard-headed person, occasional temperamental, outspoken, loud and verrry the vocal, of coz there's a lot of 'incident'. being a not-perfect human being, i know sometimes i do things other people don't like, or say things that would hurt others. therefore, saya menyusun sepuluh jari, memohon maaf zahir dan batin.

i'm not perfect. yes, i admit that. ! so, i'll be damned if i say that i never did wrong to other people. the people around me tend to get hurt by the way i talk, or whenever i express my sometimes-not-so-grateful-attitude. i would say that my sister is the one who always being the victim of my superrr-egoness, and temper.

once awhile, muhasabah diri tu penting. or else, how can we change into a better person? oohh insaf! some people think they are good, or perfect, or maybe being right most of the time... but if we really take our own sweet time to ponder, we will see that, most of the time, we tend to hurt people around us, whether intentionally or unintentionally.

i didnt get a chance to start terawih yet. and i mean to start it tonight. maybe i'll try masjid kg cheras baru. my sis-in-law mentioned it to me that they do 8 rakaat with a tazkirah in between and then straight to wittir. which is good for lazy ass like me.. HAHA

oh, wut's ur menu for iftaar tonite? mine would be simple, maybe a fried kueatiaw, or just roti jala with chicken curry like yesterday. i still have curry in my fridge. or maybe fry myself something, or some murtabak from pasar ramadhan nearby...nevertheless, it will be simple and not as much as before. i'm trying to watch my food intake. i do not WANT to gain weight during Ramadhan, coz i know Eid will be worse!..
oh, macam mana la nak kurus...any idea?