i'm so sleepy now. maybe due to NONE-existence of my usual morning coffee mug on the table, since i'm too lazy to leave my space here to go to the pantry, which is located at the end of the office.
or maybe due to the late sleep last nite after the now-so-usual-fight with my other half.

lately, we fight a lot. he accused me of not supporting him before when he enters the networking business,
oh u know, the multilevel marketing where u got a product when u paid some money (usually at high cost), the actually you're making money thru networking.
because honestly, u cant make money just only buy selling the products. it very costly, so that's why i didnt encouraged him at first.
i just dun want him to be in debt just to buy/be in that network.

and then, the fact that he socialize a lot nowadays because of that networking thingy made me angry since its been twice/thrice now
that he didnt come and see me because of that!

and of coz, maybe i'm tired of waiting for him to finish up his post-graduate studies. i'm not a motivational person myself so
the not-much- of- motivation i'd given him would be useless.

still,

im not asking for much. all i want him to do is finish up his study so that he could find a good job. to be stable. i dun like him doing all the part-time works where the money is not worth the wait.
sometimes, it took like 3 -4 months for them to pay him. i hate that!

and talking about money, haiii manalah duit aku buat kursus setahun yg lepas? kater hari tu nk bayar, tapi tak bayar2 lagik...aku nak beli katil almari la oiiii..
bosan dah tido atas tilam tuuuu....adoi laaa...

works, as usual, is piling up.!

and oh, last nite after work we went karaoke at RedBox Sogo. nice buffet, nice environment and nice crowd. there were 10 of us, singing our heart and lung out.
pitching tune sumer jangan cakap lar. bukan setakat lari, lintang pukang sumer.
that not the point! the main point is, WE HAD FUN!
and that was supposed to be a farewell gathering for one of our colleague who'll be working elsewhere.

hmm...i wonder when is mu turn to step away from this office.
i dun have the courage to leave yet!
one, maybe coz i know that it's difficult to get good and reasonable salary somewhere else
two, malas nak ubah/mengadap environment baru, mind you it could be worse
three, malas nak carik keje
four, ade ke tempat yang tak payah drive? i'd prefer taking lrt than morning traffic.
five, MAK aku nk soh jadiklecturerrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

aiyoo!