hectic!

last 2 weekends were my dearest friends' weddings. i went all the akad nikah, reception and the groom's reception at ipoh. and i managed to attend a former housemate's wedding at setiawan. i feel so sympathy for this housemate. after 2 years, only now she got married. mane taknya, mula2 kakak si lelaki tak suka, lepas tu mak, dah mak suka, kakak pulak buat hal. hemmm..persiapan dah siap, tarikh tak tetap2 jugak. our other friend, dari blom tunang, dah kawen and anak dua, barulah last week langsung. memang kesian. dah la tuh, mase jumpe kat wedding (after sesat2 for awhile), she looked nervous, tatau nk wat ape. boleh plak family belah lelaki tu buat derk jer kat dier. i mean, dah kawen kan, anggaplah macam family. ni nampak sangatla tak suka.

i pray for her, hopefully the husband will mend this situation. he really have to stand up for her. after all, she waited 8-long years to get married to him.

and for the dearest friends, since i know and love both of you, wish you guys well...G & Faiq, semuga berbahagia melayari alam rumah tangga.

as for me? everytime pegi wedding, all of my friend will ask us the same old question "biler nk kawen?"

the thing is, on our way back from ipoh, he finally asked me whether i would like to get married next year after raya. it's still a long way to go. there are plenty of time to save money and to savour every minutes of singlenessss...
and oh! i could not answer him!..i simply said i dun know.

its up to my mom. i would not want her to feel neglected when i'm married. i know i could no longer come home every 2 0r 3 weeks. i will have a husband i have to take care, i can't just leave him like that...

but then, i know Mak will be angry if i tell her that the reason i dont want to get married now is because of her. that's the truth! but i know i wont tell her that...she would feel sad, knowing i wont be able to come and visit her like now.

payah kan? kalo ayah masih ada, rasanya tak susah macam ni. she's alone now. tapi, life's goes on for her and for us. so that should not be a reason why we cannot move on. it's been a year and a half, but i still think that i need him. i miss you ayah!

and i miss you mak.!

hectic!

last 2 weekends were my dearest friends' weddings. i went all the akad nikah, reception and the groom's reception at ipoh. and i managed to attend a former housemate's wedding at setiawan. i feel so sympathy for this housemate. after 2 years, only now she got married. mane taknya, mula2 kakak si lelaki tak suka, lepas tu mak, dah mak suka, kakak pulak buat hal. hemmm..persiapan dah siap, tarikh tak tetap2 jugak. our other friend, dari blom tunang, dah kawen and anak dua, barulah last week langsung. memang kesian. dah la tuh, mase jumpe kat wedding (after sesat2 for awhile), she looked nervous, tatau nk wat ape. boleh plak family belah lelaki tu buat derk jer kat dier. i mean, dah kawen kan, anggaplah macam family. ni nampak sangatla tak suka.

i pray for her, hopefully the husband will mend this situation. he really have to stand up for her. after all, she waited 8-long years to get married to him.

and for the dearest friends, since i know and love both of you, wish you guys well...G & Faiq, semuga berbahagia melayari alam rumah tangga.

as for me? everytime pegi wedding, all of my friend will ask us the same old question "biler nk kawen?"

the thing is, on our way back from ipoh, he finally asked me whether i would like to get married next year after raya. it's still a long way to go. there are plenty of time to save money and to savour every minutes of singlenessss...
and oh! i could not answer him!..i simply said i dun know.

its up to my mom. i would not want her to feel neglected when i'm married. i know i could no longer come home every 2 0r 3 weeks. i will have a husband i have to take care, i can't just leave him like that...

but then, i know Mak will be angry if i tell her that the reason i dont want to get married now is because of her. that's the truth! but i know i wont tell her that...she would feel sad, knowing i wont be able to come and visit her like now.

payah kan? kalo ayah masih ada, rasanya tak susah macam ni. she's alone now. tapi, life's goes on for her and for us. so that should not be a reason why we cannot move on. it's been a year and a half, but i still think that i need him. i miss you ayah!

and i miss you mak.!