its been a few days, and i so wanna blog. lots of things have been in my mind lately. what with my trip to UK soon, and fights with my other half, and issues with my close frens and very close relative.

see? i dun even started with my works. and there's a lot of things can be said about it. about those crappy management, last minutes added up jobs, unresolved issues between bosses, not to mention all those kata2 nista dan umpat keji antara kami...heheh..keji sial!

maybe i shud start with my UK trip first. hiks..:)

i saved my salary every month so that i can make this trip. i've wanted to go over there since my bro and his family went there 3 years ago. when time permits me to go, the budget was running real low, and u know, being a student and barely started working, the budget was always that LOW.

last year MATTA fair, i tried to survey the prices for the tix. Years before that, the return air tix to London KL was only RM1800. My friend's mom went there for a month, visiting her son and visiting whole Great Britain. So last year, the cheapest price was RM2700, with only few selected seats and dates. So, i was crossing my finger since morning, called my boss and told him i had to do something urgent.. it was urgent by the way, been waiting for that fair since a few months ago, and i drove to PWTC, only to find it already in full swing and crowded by 11am.

My other half waited for me there. he just wanted to accompany me. since i started working, kepit-kepit dah kurang, so we just make use of weekends and holidays and sometimes, after works, which very seldom as he's in Selangor and im in KL. hiks, macam la jauhhh sangatttt!!

anyway, back to the tix, i found the cheapest one i cud get that day, after much persuasion, and after a long queue, finally..finally...i bought 2 tics for UK. the moment they swipe my card, i was sooo afraid it declined, only to think back, of coz it would not, as i used it very seldom and the outstanding amount was less than 10% of the total amount available.

i was in the middle of checking the dates and tix availability, when this ca ya nu alif, came and asking for the same destination, and that ticket agent was just checking for him rite away. i was sooo damn pissed off. i waited for almost half an hour for an Iranian couple, which left without even buying any tix, and then came this guy. so i took a piece of paper, and started writing down all dates i can think of. and shoved it to the lady. then only after that guy left, **smiling all over as he managed to get tix for RM3111 to Glasgow, only that agent checked my list. i told her straight away that i'll take whatever price she'll give me as long as i have the one cheaper that snobbish guy.

after a few minutes, which turn into half an hour, after much calls to my sis, checking her availability and stuffs, i grab 2 pax tix for merely 3k each. which, is within my budget...hehehe

i really tot that was my lucky day.

only to realize that, i cant get that much lucks in one day as i got back to the office, and found out that i had lots and lots of things to do. as always, everything is super duper URGENT with this fucking project. ..ooohh but then, since i struck the luck early morning, i was fairly tolerable with all the damnness of that day...

speaking which, keep on piling up till today.

and, i had to leave late last nite and came back this morning finished up every thing.

at 11 am, i finally tot that i had time for my late due breakfast, and nature calls. i was just spooning the maggie goreng when this engineer came and asked me...

why are you not doing work..? do u realize that this thing is urgent??

i was sooo damned pissed, and speechless, and i told him that i had finished it and its not my *** problem if the other person didnt inform u that thing is finished, because i only choose one person to report to at a time..

no, being me, i didnt tell him that...i only tell him that i had done it..hehhe i wish i have the guts to tell him to *** off and stopped pissing the hell out of me..

sentappp ok.

i was doing my best, and my best wasnt good enuff as the data and info is not enuff and accurate. and makin sentap when i had to leave late while he can leave early from work...and come back at me saying tat I DUN DO WORK???

like....wattahelll???

what can i say> im just cooo liiii and have to scrub my sooo-fattt ass to please all the bosses.

hmm....but at least, i dun have to deal with marketing craps as what happened to my colleague. she has to attend marketing meetings and be part of the team, just because she's the daughter of a minister...pity huh!?

ok, enuff whining.

for now, i've to drag my lazy-ass to Jalan TAR, need to shop for my sister definitelt not for me as im broke and i have to save money...and really..i dunno where all my salaries gone.., and the TESCO to buy Taj Mahal's rice. hiks..berlagak nk pakai beras mahal2...hahha

on another notes, i'm moving out from my current apartment. maybe to a nice condo nearby, or may be i'll chose the shop apartment, which ever is nicer and cheaper. moving again??

well..maybe i shud put e'thing down here when i have time..

till then..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MAULIDUR RASUL