Been on HIATUS!

I love blogging, but sometimes i do feel bored. and why is that?
coz i'm not a good writer.

OR maybe because i've been leading a verryy verrryy boring life.!!

My life is boring??
Not really!

OR maybe to some ppl, YES!

i mean, i'm just an ordinary woman, plain, obese, ugly but adorable, and maybe sometimes cute, which means, i'm not attractive at all.

and for some reasons, i dun go clubbing, i dun have a great circle of friends, just friends that i met during skools, high skools, boarding skools and uni years. which, apparently decreasing in numbers during all those years. and a few colleagues that i feel comfortable with.

see?
my social life is totally non-existant nowadays. i spent the rest of the day on the office, go home when the sun finally set in, and spent my nights at home, ALONE!

which is sometimes, can be so damn bored!
but, most of the times, i welcome the peace and quiet. the tranquility of soul and mind...

anyway, my point is, i'm just a plain nobody.

so why is that i heard rumours that SOMEONE in my office, talked about me (apparently, the "talk" wasnt about how good i am, or maybe i've shown an outstanding performance during 8 months and was it 29 days? or is it 9 months now? i'm working here) with the boss.

oh crap!

i'll be damned!

i mean, i'm not good at marketing so i dun know how and where can i get a project or anything.

all i know is, i'm good at dealing with public, and those government officers, and i can be quite a pushy whenever we want anything, and i can perform well in most works, and in fact, i got some very good reviews while i was in Aussie twice but then, those aussie people, they like giving encouragement, and keep on singing my praises all the time i was there. well, we're their cheap labour, so they'd better make us happy down there.

and even the boss said i'm quite an asset. but then, all employees are the assets of this company coz this company is basically has nothing else but the people, the performance and the clients.

oh! when i looked at that, about all those things i can do, i'm quite capable isnt it?

or maybe, because i dun spill out that i always screw up things. like, i screw up my PRD :(
or the fact that i'm always broken even though my salary is quite good now.

oh my! i do hope that PRD thing didnt effect my salary adjustment.
i need extra ringgit now. i could use some to pay my study loan, which i always never got a chance to pay. i think the last time i paid it was few months ago? cant remember how much did i pay then..

seriously, now i'm thinking about it, i really cud use some salary adjustment. some increament would help me with my financial budget.

luckily, i only have to pay a few hundreds for my old car. imagine its a new car, and i ended up having to pay like...800-1000 per month? nangesss!!..

but then, my car now is so battered! the paint all peeling out, the lining are all rusty, even the wiper is rusty. the seat's upholstery was all looked old, and faded with stains everywhere. and even the engines now doesnt sound good.

oooohhh..i really need to do something about that! like..really realllyyyy super really need to do something about it! poor debbie...when was the last time i wash her???!!!

Gosh!

this is depressing!