its already April.!!
its been 3 months in 2008. Anotha 9 months to go and it will be 2009.
wow..time does fly fast!.

in a few years, i change a lot.
i learn how to be honest, while at the same time witholding certain things that i thought shud be
better left unknown to certain ppl.
i also learn how to deal with all sorts of ppl, including my close friends that i somehow (i know, its not good,
but i cant just forget and let go, some things remain in my hard headed brains) felt annoyed or more or less,
kecik hati dan trase hati by their ways in doing things.

ow well...people changes...but why do i get this feeling that im not changing much?
like, physically? and emotionally?

let see...

physically, i'm still being overweight, or obese nowadays.
i used to be fit, hi stamina even tho i always being overweight since my teenage years.
i used to play in so many sports; softball, hockey, netball, volleyball and even swimming

now,
the only sources of exercises that i have is the daily walk to and fro lrt, and of coz, the occasional visits to
the gym, which i have paid for every single month since last year.

anyway,

emotionally, im a bit stronger than i used to be. didnt cried as much i used to be. mind u, even if i cried,
i dun let other people knew. very seldom, i shed tears in front of my friends. but yes, i got too sensitive when
it was something involved my other half. i always ended up crying, sometimes out of angri-ness, or super-duper
kecik hati, or maybe sometimes as an act of punishment toward him, for being unsensitive toad!

i know, i can be pretty bimbo sometimes. and my life does revolve around drama..drama..and drama..

sigh.! cudnt help sometimes.

oh! i booked condo for us yesterday night. i saw the unit, like it better than the one that i saw the nite before,
partly because the present tenant is nice, and mostly because they really take care of the house. for now, it is only
a basic unit. with only vacant rooms and nothing. since i already own some of the electrical appliances; freezer,
washing machine, kettle, rice ccoker and iron that probably everything needed rite>, all i need to do is to save
money for living room and my bedroom furniture.

as for the deposits, it will be 2+1, plus utilities and contract agreement charges, all total up to almost 3k.
cekik darah kannn???

name dah KL kannn...

actually, i'm still in the office. waiting the clock turns 5.30 so that i can go the book fair in PWTC.
i hope they have a bunch of good books for me to buy. i know my interested is only lies on story books and fictions.
but i love reading those since i know how to read. it took me only a few months to finish all the story books in
the library when i was in primary schools. hadnt had much money to buy, i spent all my free time picking up books.
and i was a librarian as well as a prefect, so i took as many as i cud, and read all during weekends.

it was the same as when i went to the boarding school, wit a lot more collection, and better ones. oo i love books!

must grab some books! definitely.

my bf said he wanted to see me first b4 balik kampong. hope he does. i miss him. ooo weekend will be boring w/o
him. urrghhhh!!!!

well...Happy Weekend!