Boleh tak nak mencarottt???

Fu!@#$%^&*(^#$%^&*...!!!! bab!!!!!!!!!

HUH!

I feel like cursing and swearing right now. Obviously, ever since I started working here, I always the one who go back late. and i mean, LATE!

I felt so used, so taken for granted and sometimes, hate the feeling that i cant do works without having this tension-ness especially when people keep on breaking on my nerves.

as for now, i try to istighfar as much as i cud. ...

astaghfirullah...

it does do wonder...

i have this problem with my housemate aka co-owner of the house im renting now. apparently, her fiance is soooo tak malu, and tak sopan and memang kurengggggg lar.

i mean, if u rent out the rooms, why cant you give them the privacy as well?
ini tak, balik rumah jer tengok muker ko, balik dari kampong sampai subuh2 pon nampak muker ko, nk turun jemur baju kat balkoni pon asyik nampak ko dok melangut depan tv...

ape kah??

i mean, do u know that itu rumah anak dara..so keep to the boundaries la.

i know that some ppl wont mind having a guy in the house. or maybe having some male frens lepak2 sometimes...

but..

but..

kesabaran itu ada batasnya...
kalo dah almost every day datang, tak kire waktu,
macam rumah sendiri,
what's the meaning of having us in the house?
what's the meaning of renting out rooms for other ppl, but failed to notice (or pura2 tak notice) yang the others need their privacy?

tak pahammm...

and one more thing, si pompuan tu..macam tatau ker??? takkan la tak reti bahase langsung...takkan la takleh nampak ketidakselesaan org lain...

oohhh...dunia dunia...

im so frustrated! im so tired of not-wanting-to-go-home-but-really-wanna-be at-home-but-just-cant-because-of-these-two-malaun???

phewww!!!

at times, i was soo pissed!
at times, i can just plainly ignored them...

and its enuff.

so...im moving out!

goshhh!!! why life can be miserable sometimes?

anyway,

im taking this as a small test, compared with others yang kehilangan anak macam parents of nurin, or sharlini...

small test!

takkan tak bley tempuhi?

kan??